Wondering notes

 Whoops, I almost forgot to write anything this week.  I was literally just in the shower and remembered that I was going to write here again, but couldn't remember when the arbitrary deadline that I set for myself was. It's tomorrow, it wasn't yesterday. Anyway, I have a bit of a problem with deadlines I set for myself, largely because I know the person setting them and she's a bit of a pushover. Kind of like telling myself I will have a cookie when I'm finished something, and then realizing that I am an adult and I am the boss of myself and I'm going to have the cookie now, task finished or not. It's an issue. Not a lot happened this week. Got my cervix holepunched, that was super fantastic and fun (came back negative of cancer, so not having cervical cancer is a plus in this situation, sorta). Stepson had a major case of strep throat and refused to swallow anything, including meds. My husband decided that A/C is optional, so my Canadian bones are melting ...

 Hi!  I'm a recent immigrant from Canada to the USA. There's a lot going on in my life, I just want a place to vent and work through some of what I am dealing with. One of my goals for this is to update it weekly, as part of a routine I think would be good for my mental health. I really don't care if this is seen by anyone else, I just am dealing with a lot atm. If you see this, hello, welcome, nice to meet you. Some of these posts are going to get pretty personal with some information on my mental health struggles and physical health concerns. If you read this and figure out who I am, please keep it to yourself. Being confronted about some of the things I intend to write here will kill this and I won't want to write anymore (the same way my blog I wrote as a teenager died when my sister decided to mock me about some of the things I wrote there.). Anyway, a quick summary of what I am currently facing: After a meeting with a new psychiatrist, I learned that the things I ...